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Semlm, everything goes well and Alhamdulillah...taktahu nak cerita apa disini...second xtvts by my student and supervise by me....i love all my students....but, maybe i'm kinda of strict....biarlah students faham sebabnya...kita tak boleh nak fahamkan semua org didunia nie..dan nak puas kan hati semua org....biar ape pun berlalu dan berlaku, terpulang kepada niat kita sendiri...yang paling penting, jgn kita susahkan hidup seseorg....i'm also kinda of remember of all past...and difficult to delete either from my memory or from heart....so, once people talk an do bad to me, i will forgive but, difficult to forget....ini susahnya jadi diri aku....sebab, aku nie sorang yang amat ambil berat pada setiap perkara...so my life is too complicated....sebab tue, awal2 lagi, aku dah pesan pada orang....not easily being me n be with me...i trust people..but once u betray me...i will keep it as a barrier to be close with u....and, perhaps i'm kinda sensitive people...i keep..and keep...and keep...so, thats me....i try to forget everything but i dont know why, difficult to do...sorry, if u cant understand me....but, insyaAllah...i'm sincere to be with any..but i hope people will also do................because i dont want to hate anybody...............thats y, i need my time n place to go...because i need to think a lot....

2008 will be past only in 2 months more to go...bila fikir semula, masa berlalu amat cepat dan pantas...kadang-kadang tak sangka semakin lama semakin cepat. Tahun depan dah 2009, i hope 2008 will be ended in flying colours of my life. i really need to have a new starting in 2009...sebelum tue, kena lah habis kan thn ini...1 dis nie, genaplah 3 thn disini...tiada siapa pun tahu dan jangka sesuatu yang telah berlaku...hidup ni mcm gambling..kita cuba...usaha..doa dan tawakkal.itu shj..tiada apa yang ada selain itu...semua org yang terbaik tetapi hanya Allah shj yang tahu..dimana terbaiknya hidup kita...

Saya percaya pada TIME and CIRCLE.....

TIMES..................CAN WE COUNT?

can we count our time?..every minutes..every hours...every day...???...
I REALLY NEED MY TIME....
I KNOW MY TIME WILL COME...

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Intro: baby,what's wrong with us
I feel a storm comin'

Verse I

When autumn first arrived
you were my lady..
And love was written in the winter snow...
And with the change of months, there came October
And now i wonder
where our love
did go..

It was the second rain of autumn...
we shared our feelings
And it was such, such a glorious autumn dream
yes it was..
But. like kids were too shy to say to each other
That together, we would always like
to be...

Hook:

Someday soon
I know we'll come together
Even though our feelings change as seasons do. (yeah babe).
But, maybe sweet November will tell us the story
That will bring us back the love...
That we both knew..

Verse II

When autumn first arrived, you said you'd be my lady
And you promised me that you would
never go , ooh ,hoo
But, with the change of months..their came October
And now I'm wondering Where, where did our love go..

It was the second rain of autumn (second rain of autumn)
We shared our feelings..
And it was such...
Such a glorious autumn dream, yes it was
But like kids were too shy , to say to one another
That together we would always like
To be....

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WHAT U FEEL NOW...

I really need my time to recover from All...time will always past and left me soon...a lot of things to finish and to remember for this moment....because i need to prepare myself very carefully with a lot of thing to come...and life is like gambling...we never know what will be happened soon, who will we meet up, which is our enemy outhere, when the our life will be ended....now, tomorrow, ....we never know when will be the happy day for us....and when the bad and risky time will be happened to us..... we really dont know...what we need to do...just give our 100% effort for what we need to achieve.....pray to ALLAH S.W.T and Tawakkal....thats all...i hope i dont want to be lonely at the end of my life......insyaALLAH....

ONLY TIME

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?

Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time?

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart?
and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....

Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?

Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time


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LOST WITHOUT YOU

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since youve gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is Im lost without you Im not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say well never be together and we ended with goodbye dont know what Id do ...im
Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day Im lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby Im so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
Youre the only thing thats on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no Im not too proud to say

All I know is Im lost without you Im not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say well never be together and we ended with goodbye dont know what Id do ...im
Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day Im lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Cant stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is Im lost without you Im not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say well never be together and we ended with goodbye dont know what Id do ...im
Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is Im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day Im lost without you

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IT'S NOT GOODBYE....

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me


CHORUS:
Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

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my fav stuff

can't forget to use everyday...people sometimes think weird...becoz, i have a lot of lotions... i have specific lotion for every part of me.... since i'm still a child, my mum know what i love to do....using my lotion..i love to moist.......i love perfume , however, white mask is the most i love since i have started use perfume....and the last one is skin food shine pact that i have try and love it too...this we called girl or lady or women habits....

Andy Williams - Can't Take My Eyes Off You

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
So darling feel like I feel
And I don't have to know if it's real
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Bada...

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found this day
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you

Bada...

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm a lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found this day
So let me love you baby
Let me love you

student programs: i will attend tonite...

today, i have a lot invitation of student programs...such as battle of the band, sinar aidilfitri, symposium and also the silat...i'm still bz of marking papers, tidy my house and laundering my clothes...however, i'm choosing to attend the battle of the band activity....i'm sure this activity will bring me happy also...actually, i'm planning to attend the symposium also...but, my job still not finish yet...sorry, for those students....for the battle of the band is supervised by my bestfriend here (mzar) and i'm sure he will do his best ever with his students...for him and his team....good luck ever!!!!

16 OCT 2008 IS OVER....I HATE 16 OCT 2008......

NOT ENJOYING ANYTHING....PERHAPS NO WISHES AGAIN......
ALLAH WILL KNOW THE BEST FOR ME......
I HOPE THE FLOW WILL BE THE BEST FOR ME

make me cried all the way today....
i dont hope anything anymore.........

HER WISH TONITE...

WISHING THAT SHE MIGHT BAKED HER MOIST CHOCOLATE CAKE NOW...PLEASE DORAEMON BRING HER BACK TO HER HOMETOWN..........

16 OCT 2008

i'm sure everyone have their own wishes in their life. i'm very thankful to ALLAH S.W.T because give me 28 years to live in this world. We never know whether we have another a year to go to live...and we never know whether every dreams will always come true....

1. i want to be happy
2. i want to success in my career
3. i want to be around with my family
4. i want to meet with sincere friends
5. i want to go to mecca
6. i want to fulfill my parent dreams
7. i want to be a good daughter
8. i want to be a good friends
9. i want to make everyone happy
10 i ONE for WHAT I ONE

i want to meet the one KIM YAN JOUN or KIM JIAN YOUN

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A Promise...for myself

The first thing that I promise to myself...I need to be happy with my life and my decision..for whatever happened and I'm promising myself to be happy for whole this weeks....Thats for me....So, I hope that there's no one will trying to damn my life....and I dont want to touch others....

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My starting....after a long holiday...

Alhamdulillah, today not too stressful to me as what my mum said..u must care ur health and ur heart and ur feeling toward others because....myself is very important to me from now on..believe me everything will be ok soon...and everyday, I hope I can handle myself strongly and smoothly although I know..not everyday, will be too smooth in my life...I know the task is currently not finished yet....huh....starting with filing...letters...meeting...changing everything and students....yeay...this is how life getting on...I have another two weeks to finish for students...and starting with my journey out there....i hope my family and friends always pray for me...thanks to all of u...

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Please read...ayat-ayat cinta

Rossa - Ayat-Ayat Cinta

desir pasir di padang tandus

segersang pemikiran hati

terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

bila keyakinanku datang

kasih bukan sekadar cinta

pengorbanan cinta yang agung

ku pertaruhkan

reff:

maafkan bila ku tak sempurna

cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah

ayat-ayat cinta bercerita

cintaku padamu

bila bahagia mulai menyentuh

seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

ketika ku bersujud

bila keyakinanku datang

kasih bukan sekedar cinta

pengorbanan cinta yang agung

ku pertaruhkan

repeat reff

ketika ku bersujud

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Family

FAMILY OF MINE

On first day Raya pic..actually, those raya pics are uploaded in FS...Surf in FS if u r one of my friends in FS....or surf in my sista FS or my cousins FS....love it

need to be happy...no matter how hard it is...

HAPPY ME....

whatever happened to me after this, i need to be happy...because i'm the one that decide every single thing...what i need is..the bless from Allah....my dad...my mum...siblings..my grandma and family and friends...this is not for me, for all of u...like before I said...i will never forget....and I hope you pray for me.....love u

lovely pets

introduce my cats...we called chomel...bulat..pipin (this is not previous Pipin, and not Parsian but Siamese)..mimi...and the oldest one is TAM...hahahaah...the others has died already....they have their own house in Taman Sentosa....all cats bring us luck and they will also pray for their owner especially my mum and dad....

volkswagen!!!!!!!!!!

can u tell me what is this and who the owner?...everyone said that this car should be kept in museum because too old already...but for my dad, this will be one of his memory with his brother...we called him Pak Ngah....and we should appreciated it..and just like me....EVERY MEMORY...TOO DIFFICULT TO DELETE AND FORGET....ALTHOUGH THE PERSON IS DIED...SO, PLEASE APPRECIATED EVERY SINGLE TIME...

Getting married...................FRIENDS OF MINE

one of my bestfriend among 3 will be married so soon (Suhaila Jaya) and she's an excellent senior auditor in Ridzuan Johari & Co...and sooner will be Branch Manager in Ampang.....i'm very happy on behalf of her on her wedding day 26th of October 2008 and sure after my 10 days birthday...hhahhaahah (just let everyone know)..later i will only wait for another 2 lovely friends to get married too....Dont wait for me because I will only take too long time to make any decision...hahahhha....TO ALL MY BESTFRIENDS.... I WILL PRAY FOR OUR HAPPINESS AND LOVE YOU ALL...TAKE CARE....AND TRUST ME...WHATEVER IT'S....FRIENDSHIPS NEVER END....

last cooking

i plan to bake macaroni and oreo spaghetti for my family for the last cooking at my home before i'm going off for another 3 months...all the recipes are mixed and match between my mum, all recipes and nigella... i love to cook...i'm very happy if people can eat well my cook...lovely and happy for myself...

Enjoy...

i'm still having ny holiday mood and not raya mood. for me, i love enjoing my life with my family...so, 6 october... we went to melaka to enjoy our tea party, night dinner together and bought something for ourselves....sure the first place is our tea party and then, shopping my new tudung and stop at menara taming sari for the visit...and the last place is our nite dinner....we arrived at Muar at 10 pm.....pics will be added soon in my FS....u need to enjoy ur life with ur mum n dad if we still have time to go....for me, memories are important and cant be forget and i love to keep depth in my heart...

BAKING DAY

today, since 9pm start to make the muffin n cupcake..too excited with my home handmade..because this is the most interesting hobby that i love it especially when i'm at home..two kind of muffin n cupcake...BLUEBERRY WITH NUT MEG SPRINKLE AND CHOCOLATE CHIP WITH BUTTER CREAM SUGAR..according to my mum, dad, sista and brother...very delicious n yummy... for me...I'M VERY HAPPY WHEN PEOPLE AROUND ME EAT MY COOKING AND BAKING...I LOVE TO COOK AND BAKE....for your information, if i'm too stress OR bored.... i like to leave my office work or that problem and start to cook or tidy my room...THATS ME...

for ur info...this baking day is for my sista order and also for my home sweet home tea party


U CAN ALSO TRY IT FOR YOUR SATISFACTION, MY DEAR...

raya 2008

too tired but still have fun for this raya holiday..all the pics need to wait for my lovely sista because i will grab from her..3 days in kampung muar give me a lot of happiness with my parent, siblings, cousins, aunties, uncles and sure my grand ma...Atuk Awa...she's the one that really shown her happy face..and sure her house is fully book like sardin..and also noise from kids..however, i will always remind myself that only two times that all the sedara will meet together...one: SURE ON HARI RAYA CELEBRATION and second: SURE IF ANY death kenduri...SO, ANYTHING WE NEED TO APPRECIATE ALL THE MEMORIES THAT COME TO OUR LIFE...AND FOR ME, CANT FORGET EASILY....PAST WILL BE PAST...TODAY WILL BE YESTERDAY...TOMORROW WILL BE TODAY...our care...loving..tender...will come with action from our heart....